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Assalammualaikum Wr Wb

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Anda akan dihubungi untuk mengaturkan cara pengambilan.

Harap maklum.

Wassalam

THIS BLOG NEEDS A REVAMP!

EMANG DASAR!!!

I admit that I am full of flaws.

I admit that it was you, who despite of your young age, guided me back on track.

It was because of you that I came back to my family and my friends.

It was you who were there listening to me as I pour out my thoughts and feelings.

It was you whom I leaned my head on as I cried thinking of the pathetic state I was in.

It was with you that I spent my lonely days with.

And for all that, I thank you.

I admit that I fell for you because of your maturity.

I felt safe and secured having you by my side.

But we've made it clear that it was impossible for both of us.

We came to a conclusion that as and when I needed you, 

you will be there for me and my whole trunk of emotional baggage.

And because of that too, I believe, you think that I owe you big time.

You felt superior to me.

"...Aku baru 19 tahun tapi kau, 27 tahun, dengar cakap aku..." may be what you were thinking.

You felt that I was at your beck and call.

Well....

For the record, I purposely lowered myself to that extent.

Never did I realise how much of a hypocrite you were until now.

I was warned but I unheaded the advice.

Perhaps it was my bad fortune everytime to go through every shit once before learning my mistake.

You claimed not to be like your friend whom we both knew.

In fact, you were worst.

Luckily, fate has it that you only had the few chances you had, to scrap me off my money.

You've brainwashed me, and others too, regarding you ex.

I pity your ex becuase your ex has to put up will all the shit.

You've succeeded in making people hate your ex.

My heart goes to you, EX.

But your ex is one strong person who pushed everything aside and moved on.

While you did not.

I met your ex and we told each other what needed to be told.

It all started because I wanted to know how you were doing.

Although I was angry with you months back because of your reply when I looked you up,

I still care.

I ended up being more furious.

I remember warning and telling you regarding certain things.

You obviously did not listen.

I questioned myself why.

Looking back, you did the same to me and I believe you did the same to whoever it may concern.

WHOM happened to be my arch-enemy.

How much more remarkable can things be...

Well...

if you think that I am inferior as compared to you,

you are very wrong dear.

And I don't need to prove it to you.

Time will tell.

You've got nothing.

Really.

NOTHING.

You are just a shadow of everything and everyone else. 

However, beneath all that, I miss you.

 And I do want to carry on befriending you.

Possible or not, I leave it to Allah Almighty.

What really pissed me off right now is that, I can't believe you would stoop so low

just for a watch and jacket.

 

If I continue typing any longer, I will just burst and names will appear.

Forget it.

WARKAH UNTUK RAKAN KU BERDUA

Assalammualaikum Wr Wb...

Saya pernah cakap,

"...niat nak bina masjid tu mulia. Tapi kalau asasnya tak kuat, lagi bagus jangan teruskan.

Biar masjid tak jadi, biar ditanggung 'rugi'.

Lagi bagus daripada masjid tu runtuh bila da siap.

Ramai yang akan cedera nanti..."

To you, like I said, it is better that the relationship ends now. 

Rather than in the future when much more is at stake, many more will be hurt.

Dear, use this opportunity to reflect on what went wrong.

Who really is at fault.

Only you, him and Allah knows.
Perhaps Allah took him away from you so that HE can give you someone better.
  Allah tahu apa yang terbaik untuk kau.

Whatever it is, you are still my friend.

Really, you are.

Remember what I told you over the phone.

Cuma satu je aku mintak.

Aku pohon....janganlah membenci.

Aku berdoa agar kau diberi kekuatan untuk menempuh dugaan ini dan dibuka hati kau untuk memaafkan sesiapa yang perlu di maafkan.

Aku sayang kau.

Well...as for the other You.

I have no say in your decision.

It was solely your decision to marry someone else.

It was also your sole decision to find a replacement that soon.

I don't blame you or whoever.

Dah jodoh.

Ketentuan Illahi.

Aku cuma boleh doakan yang terbaik.

BUT.....

the way you approach the whole thing, the way ou ended off the whole relationship is absolutely wrong.

Sorry to say but I think it was way too much.

Zalim sungguh.

Kau ambik dia dengan cara baik. 

Sepatutnya kau akhirkan pun dengan cara baik,

Well, what's done is done.

However, you owe her an apology bro.

Slowly...but please do.

To the both of you,

it pains me as much that your relationship ends the way it is.

Both of you know how nuch I love the both of you.

Albiet everything that has happened 

both of you are still my friends.

Ini semua ada lah kehendak Allah.

Just to let the both of you know,

I am not going to side anybody.

I will just be with whoever that needs me as and when he or she needs me.

Jodoh.

Easy to say, complex to understand.

Wassalam